Monday, July 28, 2008

an academic mind

well i guess im a bad blogger . i did one and then forgot about it. so here it is for mother gopapatni . all the news is already been said really. you stress and worry and study and worry and read and worry and do the final exams and... not worry. and you get your results and realise what the F*@# was i even worrying for i got straight distinctions. a little to good to be true perhaps in my reality saying as even though i was worried i didnt overtly try or push myself this semester i was more just haveing the attitude of as long as i pass i will get a degree at the end of it. but with some new enlightenment of finding out the company i would like to work for at the end of it all ie. Ernst and Young i now realise that your GPA is actually a more important thing than first appreciated. it is currently standing at a straight 6.00 and the corporate world is full of competition. 
these are the thoughts of a university student torn between wanting achivement and finishing uni bye age of 21 and on the other hand just giving it all up and travelling and coming back later. i think i will stick with it for now. stick with the somewhat boringness of it as opposed to the free lives my friends like dhruva and tara are living. but lets just hope i will come out on top. 
well thats it i guess  battling the academic world. i was back on monday and its good to start utilising my mind again. because 9-5:30 retail work destroys the mind body and soul.